*Sigh*

Well, things didn't tuen out so good yesterday. I still haven't fixed the computer.

This family is really starting to fall apart. I remember when we could talk without shouting. My mum got into her usual state of "What are you doing?!" when I wander into the livingroom. I live there, why am I always questioned for it?

Yeah, well, yesterday my dad took my brother (ha! I don't ignore him!) with him to his cousin, or whatever. I don't know how they're all related to us, honestly! My mum argued that he shouldn't go, and this was the last time she'd let him go. She also told him he had an hour and kept calling him on the cell. Then a hour passed and she called him, telling him off for not leaving yet. Then she told him he had ten minutes to leave. So, he ended up drinking a lot. Hours passed and they still hadn't left. Then he wouldn't answer his phone and mum left messages like "FUCK OFF YOU ASSHOLE, SHIT, FUCK YOU" and so I got really mad. Oh, and like she's taking prescribed morphine and you're not to have alcohol with that stuff, and then she goes and drinks a whole BOTTLE of wine.

It pisses me off, really! I will not put up with this shite any longer. It's like, she doesn't care about me watching her to this to herself. She offered me a sip of wine too and got all mad when I said no, saying that I could make my own choices now. Well, there you go, I made my choice and wet with a no. I'm not stupid enough to listen to someone who's abusing their medication!